ms. sloppy badblood. (manicuredwreck) wrote,
ms. sloppy badblood.

My boyfriend/fiance/runner-up for fuckup of the year for 2011 & 2012 is back in jail. He called me this morning, so solemn after failing a drug test. "I'm an idiot and I'm sorry." I told him that I didn't want to tell him how stupid he was, but I didn't know what else to say and we laughed for a minute. I don't know why he is so self-destructive. Like oh, I have a great job now? Let me fuck that up by going to jail. I know it's not what he intended, but what does he expect? I take pills, but I've got my shit together. He has a kid that needs him. Just wake the fuck up.

I dont know if I'm supposed to walk away or what. Even if I did, it would just be in hopes of him becoming a better person. How could I walk away from that? Maybe we're not good for one another. I dont really have anything to base good off of, so idk.
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